I do prefer to be more upright and relaxed, but trust me I wasn't always like that, especially in my younger days when I was really into powerlifting. I tried to "own" every weapon on the range with my body mass / strength. Older and wiser perhaps, but now I very much try to conserve energy because those long long drawn out call outs are more taxing then 10 years ago.
As for part 2 of your question, training vs. real world performance, which is really another topic in itself, I definitely have a lot of thoughts on it. I will say that it is always interesting to see how a new guy reacts to gunfire in a real world setting. I find myself really taking note of this. But to keep it less brief then the initial post, everyone will obviously react differently. However I do believe that the more training, especially reality based FoF type, that a person has will greatly influence their reaction / performance. This is not a new concept by any means but one I do highly believe in and subscribe to.
While it may not be pleasant, the mind and body says "been here, done that" lets get on with what we need to do via training or in other words, our mind has a "trained response" from which to draw from. The body doesn't go into "caveman" or more correctly "reptile" mode, or isn't as easily influenced from that part of the brain because it has a response in memory or on file that it can draw from. Without an experience or similar experience from which to draw from, your "reptilian" brain runs rampant with its genetically pre-wired responses. Which can be a simplistic form of "fight" or "flight" without a trained way of doing it.
For myself, I find more tension in the events prior, or even the events post incident to be more stressful. I find myself eerily calm around gunfire. Don't get me wrong as I can live without it, but I feel less stressed then the moments or events leading up to it. Perhaps similar to pre-game butterflies, but when the whistle blows it is game on. Of course there are various ways in which the incident can come to a conclusion and there are those times when the post incident stress (administrative stuff, potential litigation, etc) can be far far worse and last for years. I have been involved in litigation that has lasted a total of 8 years of my 23+ year career. Even a win, or being found with zero liability, you can never get back all of that time and stress. I always tell my guys, that pulling a trigger may very well be not the toughest part of the entire process that they will go through and a few of my students / partners have also found this to be true.
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